Not many pages left – need to finish…
Finish the transformation.
One step in front of the other.
“Steady, Steady now” a voice appears from
nowhere inside my head.
It wakes
It thinks
It is hungry
A simple trigger causes a chain reaction of events.
Emotions stirring.
Pen flowing like rivers of the North
“Its cold outside” Another voice appears
“Let me in”
Time to medicate
Off to never, never land.
I start to laugh
Ha ha - hee hee - ho ho
Rocking back and forth.
Laughter all around.
Voices in my head all laughing
STOP!
A sudden silence
My stomach hurts, I feel to vomit.
The sound of a sniffle from across the room, a trigger
that causes everything to laugh hysterically again.
Psycho
Psychotic
Woo – yeah
Regaining my consciousness, my hand melts from
my arm.
Falling
Landing on the floor… middle finger up
A long sigh.
Maybe
Sounds appear from the corner of my mind.
Who is it? I think silently to myself
Voices gone now except for mine, hidden
In fear, in pain, in desperation
A loud banging.
I quickly shut the door in my head trying to mute the
ound to contain it within.
POUND, POUND, POUND
Knocking at the door, the door inside my head.
A faint voice touches me, it startles me.
“Wake up”,
“You must wake up” it speaks.
The pounding fading now.
Dribble from my mouth.
Sitting in my wet filth.
A slap on the face.
Seeing colour…like a painting, like my painting.
My head is floating now.
No laughing
Nothing
Only me…free…floating no gravity.
SLAM
An electric shock.
Laying on the floor.
Dead again
Brain-dead.
As read by the author
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